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the incidents and the characters mentioned here are purely fictional. Any resemblance to dead or living is unintentional and purely coincidental.
incestDefinitions of incest on the Web:
Nonforcible sexual intercourse between persons who are related to each other within the degrees wherein marriage is prohibited by law.
www.cup.edu/administration/publicsafety/index.jsp
(in·cest) (in´sest) [L. incestus impure] sexual intercourse or other sexual activity between persons so closely related that marriage between them is legally or culturally prohibited.
www.mercksource.com/pp/us/cns/cns_hl_dorlands.jspzQzpgzEzzSzppdocszSzuszSzcommonzSzdorlandszSzdorlandzSzdmd_i_05zPzhtm
Offences committed under the Incest Act, 1567. This could be construed as sexual intercourse with ascendants up to great-grandparents and descendants down to great-grandchildren, with brothers or sisters, nephews or nieces, aunts or uncles, and adoptive or former adoptive parents and children. ...
www.nas.gov.uk/guides/legalTerms.asp
is child sexual abuse by a person the child perceives as a member of the family.
www.sarsonline.org/defhelp_definitions.php
From the Latin, "incestus" or unchaste, refers to sexual activity between two people of close kinship, typically by reason of marriage or adoption. As a group incest offenders are extremely heterogenous. ...
www.forensicexaminers.com/terminology.html
Sexual activity between members of the same family. Incestuous relationships may or may not be consensual and lead to the same emotional and psychological problems as in child sexual abuse. See CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE
www.ifsha.org/glossary.htm
any type of exploitive sexual contact between relatives in which the victim is under eighteen years of age
highered.mcgraw-hill.com/sites/0072487747/student_view0/glossary.html
Sexual behavior between two persons who are closely related genetically.
ok...so tht ws the technical definition of the word...bt actly it wud go wayyyyyyyyyy beyond tht...wudnt it ?? n its actly somethng very commonly experienced by a grl these days in all modern households...rich...poor...middle class...its lke sme kinda blood thirsty "Hawass ke Pujari" closing in on a grl frm all sides...reaching out n grabbing at wteva part they can get hold of...kinda like the story of "The Hungry Wolf" n Red Riding Hood...(nw this wud arouse questions in ur mind....has she/ hasn't she...undergone a similar experience kinda..hmm...well i m nt bout to answer tht 1 though...)
so...coming bak to the trauma part...hw it really really kills you n threatens to destroy ur very existence in ur own world...n the worst part...tht its a family member doing so...u read The Times of India, or any other daily...hw many cases do u read every morning...of a girl being raped by their own family... ?? ( in some instances...by their own father(s) )...so...lookin at it frm this far...who is more modern?? the villager sheela who reportd against her relative ?? or the city grl Dia...who is afraid of the entire episode...undergoes the same treatment everyday n still has no courage to stand up for herslf...!!
the basic fear tht wud stop Dia from reporting such acts by her own uncle wud be tht no1 wud beleiv her n everybdy will thnk tht she is a Liar...n labelled so...for the rest of her life...n tht it might create problems for her in her future married life...so the easy way out wud be to tolerate it...n get thru wid it...no matter hw badly it is affecting her psychology...n the Wolf ws exactly waiting for this very attitude...coz now he can have his fill...widout nybdy realizing tht he is killing the sheep...everyday...(or wteva) ...just try n put urself in her place...n imagine ( minus the Jab We Met effect)...the trauma of a grl...barly old enuff to handle her own body...is being manhandled...continuously...ruthlessly...by one n all...wts the difference between her and the Municipality Trash Bin ?? r all the grls jst a Trash Bin for all Men ??????????? is it really ?? ( n this is a serious question i m askin)...ny guy she talks to ...whoever she becums friendly wid...goes out n blabs to his frnd... "ye ladki to mere peeche peeche ghoomti hai...peeche padi hai mere.." is it ??? javed akhtar once wrote "a girl(woman/female...wteva) is virtually raped by all Men..." is it ?? is it true for her very own brothers?? whom she ties the so called "pavitra " rakhi...every raksha bandhan...n jisko woh har Bhai Dooj pe tilak lagate hai ??? the fact tht we trust our own family members is being exploited ?? the fact tht we share the same blood?? who the Bloody HELL gave you... n i mean ...you...(whoeva is reading this post) the right to exploit the trust we put on you ?? ittne hi zada horny ho rae they...toh jaake apni ma ke paass kyu nai baithtey...jisne tumhe paida kiya hai...doodh pilaya hai...wahi sab cheezei dusri ladkiyon pe toh bada Sexually Arouse kar deti hai na ?? then go n hav a look at ur own "mum"...u bloody asshole...she is a female...n she has everythng that the grl across the street has...the very same one you pass comments at...
problem pata hai kya hai ??? jab Dia chup ho jati hai...uski chuppi ko "Yes" smjha jata hai...very very conveniently...or agar darr jaye..toh aur daraya jata hai...apni bwi ko chod ke uske unkl uske unkl aayenge Dia se milne...to satiate his pervert desires...n Dia chup chap...darri sab kuch tolerate karti hai...
n so the sickening Wheel of Perverts and Sexually Hungry unkls...brothers...cuzns...fathers (in certain cases:o ) goes on n on...n it wont definitly stop until Dia finds the courage...to stand up for herslf...she will be questioned...not beleived at...initially...bt not froeva...coz there wud atleast be 1 among those who question who wud kno of the thng to be prevalent n wud realize her own self in Dia...
P.S. : i definitly need sme answers...wud b glad of all the help...n dont ask irrelevant questions like "y u wrote this 1"...n "has it...happnd to u??" ...the fact is...i have sme questions here for all those who indulge in sch practices and those who don't as well...i hav this sudden urge to look into their sick psychic minds...of wt exactly do guys really really think...
Monday, February 4, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008
the danseuse

Something that you cannot touch…but it touches you…something you can’t see…but something you can feel…something that gives you immense pleasure…real…that warms you…chills you…makes you cry…makes you smile…makes you Alive…? Gives you a reality…your reality…which despite being unreal makes you real…which calls out to you…at all times of the day…urging …tempting…threatening …scolding …begging …knowing…
“Come…come away with Me…just this once…won’t ask you to come again…I kno you need Me…I kno you want Me…I kno you want to come with Me…I don’t need you…I have many waiting for Me…but I m waiting for you…come…”
“I m inside you…I m outside you…I m all around you…I m You…we are one…no one can separate us…we are together forever…no one can ever come between us...”
“Come on…you think I will wait for you forever… am here just for the moment…will be gone before you can even breathe out…” “My love…take a look at the world…our world…through my eyes…the rain…calling out to us…the flowers smiling at us…the birds chirping at us…the sky waiting for us…the trees waving at us…the wind moving with us…the grass looking up to us…can you still ignore Me…my wait for you…your need for Me? Can you really?? Do you forget the time we had together…the laughter…the smiles…the tears…the cries? The pain… the sorrow…your promise to meet Me tomorrow?”
“It wasn’t easy to spend the night waiting for you…you kno I like you better than quite a lot of those people around you…you are better than many of those I have been with…n I kno we can achieve greater heights…with our love for each other…I kept of thinking of it all the whole night…and I kno you have been doing the same…dreaming of Me…dreaming of Us…is it not?? You kno you can’t lie to me…I kno you are thinking of Me all the time…even when you are engaged in doing some other things of your world…but you can’t be away from Me for long…can u now?? Come on …look at yourself…you are dying to be with Me…come…come away with Me”
His tempting…tantalizing words get to me…hypnotize me…beckon me to runaway…runaway with Him…I rise…n lose myself completely into it…into Him…forgetting the world in the ecstasy…of Him and me…the happiness…the joy…the celebration of love…between Him and me…the heartbreak…the death…the “birha” …the wait…for Him in me…the rain…the sun…the fields…the river…the hills…the animals…the fog…the mist…the intense cold…n just Him and me…the crowds absent…n just Him and me…His inspiration…and Him in me…within me…my Heart…my Blood…my Veins…my Eyes…my Soul…my Love…my Life…
I kno that You will not leave me…forsake my need for You…You will come to me when I need You…n when You want me…You know I will be waiting…waiting for You…waiting for Us…You…my Master…my Dance…me Your slave…Your Danseuse...
“Come…come away with Me…just this once…won’t ask you to come again…I kno you need Me…I kno you want Me…I kno you want to come with Me…I don’t need you…I have many waiting for Me…but I m waiting for you…come…”
“I m inside you…I m outside you…I m all around you…I m You…we are one…no one can separate us…we are together forever…no one can ever come between us...”
“Come on…you think I will wait for you forever… am here just for the moment…will be gone before you can even breathe out…” “My love…take a look at the world…our world…through my eyes…the rain…calling out to us…the flowers smiling at us…the birds chirping at us…the sky waiting for us…the trees waving at us…the wind moving with us…the grass looking up to us…can you still ignore Me…my wait for you…your need for Me? Can you really?? Do you forget the time we had together…the laughter…the smiles…the tears…the cries? The pain… the sorrow…your promise to meet Me tomorrow?”
“It wasn’t easy to spend the night waiting for you…you kno I like you better than quite a lot of those people around you…you are better than many of those I have been with…n I kno we can achieve greater heights…with our love for each other…I kept of thinking of it all the whole night…and I kno you have been doing the same…dreaming of Me…dreaming of Us…is it not?? You kno you can’t lie to me…I kno you are thinking of Me all the time…even when you are engaged in doing some other things of your world…but you can’t be away from Me for long…can u now?? Come on …look at yourself…you are dying to be with Me…come…come away with Me”
His tempting…tantalizing words get to me…hypnotize me…beckon me to runaway…runaway with Him…I rise…n lose myself completely into it…into Him…forgetting the world in the ecstasy…of Him and me…the happiness…the joy…the celebration of love…between Him and me…the heartbreak…the death…the “birha” …the wait…for Him in me…the rain…the sun…the fields…the river…the hills…the animals…the fog…the mist…the intense cold…n just Him and me…the crowds absent…n just Him and me…His inspiration…and Him in me…within me…my Heart…my Blood…my Veins…my Eyes…my Soul…my Love…my Life…
I kno that You will not leave me…forsake my need for You…You will come to me when I need You…n when You want me…You know I will be waiting…waiting for You…waiting for Us…You…my Master…my Dance…me Your slave…Your Danseuse...
Thursday, January 24, 2008
the mind reader
Is there something… or rather someone known as the mind reader?? The whole concept itself sounds a bit eerie….doesn’t it??? And why not?? Each one of us have skeletons in our cupboards… don’t we?? How would you like to be stripped naked before one and all… ok… chalo let’s forget everybody else… even a single person… Just imagine..!!! (Jab We Met effect ). It does sound funny when you are an audience…not when you are the performer… and that too…a reluctant one…and specially… the unprepared one… all your secrets…that u would rather die than reveal… all out in the open…like the bloody entrails of a pig…pulled out… now why the hell did I choose a pig for an example?? Why the HELL?? Well…chuck it… how do I bother??!!
Anyways… you with me…right??? So where was I… oooooooo yea…so… people…a mind reader on the loose… what do you have to say for it?? Stop looking for places to hide… cause he will get you anywhere you are… he’s not only a mind reader but also a human detector… who follows Dr. Sadana’s laughter therapy… always invents a new one liner for every victim…that’s his specialty ( yes… his kind specializes as well…!! All the more cause for concern…!!! ) the one liner’s, howmuchever pathetic are soooooooo irresistibly laughter initiators… that you cannot help but laugh at them… and there u are..!! He finds you….within seconds...even before you can blink your eyes…!! How is it possible you say?? Well… you have to see it to believe it…
So anyways… he finds you… and then … you look around helplessly… wordlessly mouthing for “HELP” that never comes… he starts talking… nothing more than the usual stuff… “Hi…wsp?? Howwz evrythn goin??” and there… he sets the trap for you… how you answer… what you answer… the manner in which you answer (with or without darting eyes… sweating hands… wistful look…) whatever, however you do it… he’ll b looking…analyzing… his mind would be whirring with all the possibilities that your behavior could offer to him… picking out the one that is the correct…or rather the more appropriate, to be exact… because you kno… mind is a strangely magnanimous creation of God… overpowered by none but… the faithful…honest… innocent…emotional…yet strong…HEART… (The POWER is YOURS…! sorry couldn’t resist that one...! :P) so how can a mere mortal obtain precise details of something that sacred??
You still with me na?? Beginning with the aforementioned line again…how can a mere mortal obtain soooooooo many intricate details of some things that have eluded whole generations of scientists and the like… all over the world????!!!! Well you’ll have to contact the person in question for the answers… but we can sure try and find something by the very old….tried and tested formula of HIT and TRIAL method (yes the very same one by which we were supposed to calculate all those absurd chemical formulae…) so…
No. 1- is he also a very sensitive person?? Well he has to be… otherwise how can he be sensitive towards all the various human emotions and feelings…??
No 2- has he undergone some incident in the past??? Something traumatic or something that left a huge impression on his mind (which is in fact like a sponge...the mind i.e.)…maybe…because there are some things in life that shock you into changing as a person…for the better or for the worse…depending on the circumstances…they also force into you certain abilities…qualities if u say it…that of identifying disaster from a mile away…of calming down as a person… of becoming carefree n hassle free…of taking out more from every minute of life that you have to yourself…of bonding with everyone…or Reading Minds…
No.3- did he hone those skills within him over the years… for his own personal benefit… to protect himself from falling into a trap?? (Any kinda trap…now don’t bug me for silly reasons…!)… Could be definitely the answer…because there’s always the human tendency of FRIGHT,FLIGHT and FIGHT… where the adverse situations that we face determine our reaction…which becomes a part of us…a habit…
No.4- did he really… n I mean… really really ask for it?? Who knows??
So…my dear mind reader… I tried reading your mind… but perhaps…as I said…special abilities for each…Reading for 1…and Writing for the other…isn’t it…??? By the by…dear Mr. Mind Reader…don’t take an offence of whatever I said…or rather wrote about you…for the rest of you…this particular specimen here (don’t know about the rest of the breed…) is not a detached Reader (like the nature of his ability makes him out to be…)… in fact he’s as I mentioned earlier…sensitive towards the feelings of the “chosen ones” (i.e. his victims) and, unlike what he seems to b, he’s definitely the caring kind…and he’s the total hardcore Metro kinda guy…with the Christ and the Judas….rolled in2 one...now you say..What’s new in that?? I’ll tell u what… he has both in him…but is not ashamed to admit the presence of either in him…whichever takes precedence…he carries off his part with aplomb…n pride, which in fact is rare….very very rare…:) he’s not afraid of anything (leaving aside a few other matters)… he is Jonathan Livingston Seagull…trying and testing everything that the world has to offer to him…hunting for more adventures in life… “Life is too short to live…” he says… trying to master things more than his Reading capabilities…restricting himself with nothing but perfection…but as someone said “perfection ko maat dena thoda difficult hai...” (Wasn’t it Aamir Khan of Dil Chahta Hai?? Or rather…Aakash...?)…isn’t it …Mr. Mind Reader…??!! Hmmm….??
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